Monday, April 30, 2007

when things start to get tiring,
it is only normal for us to want to find another way out.

i have been doing alot of thinking on my own this couple of days.
prolly cos i am coming of age alr.
prolly cause i just think too much.
but it brought me to a point
where i wished i could turn back time and hold it there.
i wished i could still be me in that polo tee and denim skirt with that pair of converse shoe on
with that slingbag on me high up.
pumping my mp3 with hot hot tunes.
those were the says when i was so happy.
naive probably.
i looked forward to work.
i had time to myself.
i din have to worry about a second person other than myself and family.
i had activities to look forward to.

but thinking about then brought me to another point
i was so anti-social that time.
i just wanted to be all by myself.
i din want to meet pple who know me on the streets.
i would turn away and hide.
in fact, i was lonely.
very lonely.

that point then brought me back to where i am now.
i think i am now more contented with the present situation.
silly old me.

does anyone even understand?

Sunday, April 29, 2007

it was a well spent weekend.
time spent with my loves and myself.

saturday
after my jogging(which so many pple still cant believe till date), i decided to go for my movies
even after much disagreement from ni ni
i proceeded.
ha.
had wanted to tann at the sunny island.
but mr sun decided not to show me face in the morning.
and hid till noon time before he decided to show himself.
when i was already out.
urgh!
anyways
caught The Reaping & Meet the Robinsons
The Reaping was very very thought-provoking. nice though.
i like the actress. wadeva her name is?
he long flowy skirt is so pretty.!!
Meet.. was a little boring. but surprisingly, it was humourous.
ha.
after that was time spent with the girlies and boylie ( nini+yangster+sengster+herbf)
at our fave place chillino-ing.
man.
we had so much to talk about.
we almost din wanna go home.
thank god w have got monday.

sunday
jogging again!
50x sit-ups.
ha. *grins*
went movie-ing again after work.
turistas.
man.
it was damm gory.
the sick man cut pple up alive to get their liver. kidney and heart.
which has to be fresh. kept within 6 hours.
goodness.
lots of boobies seen everywhere.
ha.but the ending was so fast.
man.
i swear i could feel the grains from the tuna sushi and bile coming up my throat.
goodness.
poor amy.
thankgod the cute guy alex and his sis Prue made it out.
man. yu bet i am nv ever going to some faraway place on a bus.
ever.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Friday, April 27, 2007

official countdown.
1 more day to sai gang company.

come to think of it.
it actually aint that bad.
to think i can come like 45 mins late everyday without the manager knowing.
then breakfast break for an hour
then either doing abit of sai gang here and there.
or else it would be slacking, snacking, gaming or stoning.
to be paid for that it aint that bad.
but i think boredom is much more lethal than overworking.
urgh.
but the manager does get me pissed at times.
dunno what the hell he is thinking anyway.

skipped zouk for the night,
which i think will be the choice in awhile.

no worries.
we still will chill out and gather.
in some other healthier way kay?

keep hearing the hits.
damm.
temptation is sure difficult to resist.
hai.
have been getting irritated at the bf from times to times.
i dunno why.

ever since i embarked on my healthy lifestyle
he had been getting so picky at me.
plucking my tummy
plucking my flabby arms
plucking my thighs.

urgh!
enough is enough.
i know i am not slim.
yu know that i am trying hard amidst all these temptations to try to please myself and yurself.
it is difficult ok.
and it is aggravating.
so please.
at least give me some motivation.
urgh.
man.
URG!

tml and sunday shall be suet lonesome days.
spending some good quality time with myself.
exercising. sentosatanning. windowshopping. movieing.
man.
i miss doing activities with suetying.
i so miss her.

i am so inlove with metallic flats.
anyone wants to get me any?

Saturday, April 21, 2007

mozzies aint my best friends.
yet still they choose to give me love bites on my arms.
they havent healed since last week.
and they have been itching ever since.
urgh.

after conquering ladies night,
the urge started to fill in again on fri.
thaank god for phuturetrancenight in phuture,
there werent any temptations whatsoever.
i have been thinking about the 27th though.
heee.
flava-fied.
anyone?

some mindless freak decided to haunt me on ladies night.
after i ignored his msg,
he gave me 6 missed calls.
6!
isnt he a freak or wad.
goodness.

my contract's ending very soon. about 5 more days with leave on monday.
woohooo.
after that will be a break followed by hopefulyl found job by the next monday.
tnajongpagar i hope.
cause all the dears are there.
seng is joining the parade on monday.
attention.
fall in.
we can subway, amoy, maxwell, laupasat.
ohman! i cant wait!

dropping by the malaysiafair later.
hopefully we can confirm everything by today,
then book tml
so as to get low low price.
pray and hope i dun bump into halloweenfare later.

can yu believe it or not.
after seng's marvelous feat of jogging for the inner soul,
i decided i shall follow suit also.
the bf has been commenting about my thickness recently.
from all the foodie and snacking recently in the office..
oops.
finally pulled myself out of bed at 9.50am today
and i went.
went around the mrt station, past the market, then back home
i actually felt so happy. of course with the trusty ipod plugged in with london bridge in my ears.
but i think i almost died.
seriously i could feel the fainting symptoms coming.
thank god i made it home in one piece.
probably i haven jogged in years to come.
healthy living.
at least i did not feel so sinful when i had my homemade fried rice.
heee.
i wonder if i can keep going with the jogging.
bleah.
i better.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

had been quite sometime.

everyone has their own problems.
hopefully they will go down to nil sometime soon.

ben&jerry-ied earlier.
yum!
thanks ni ni for that fabulous scoop of ice-cream.

at pacificcofy with the girls again.
accompanying yang with studying of her jap.

just bored.

we had quite some problem just deciding or not to head down to club tml.
damm.
i cant confirm cause of some rocks.
hai.
but....
damm.

i hope yu guys din think i was erotic 'cause of the last post.
i wasnt.
it was just a temptation.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

i dreamt about sex.



damm, it was hot.


yesterday was yet another dear.
hanging out with the girlfriends (4.5) always make me happy.
went to our old love chinatown then to vivo.

sengster, ni ni and hongyan ge

chill, stone then freeze at pacific coffee.
man!
the chillinos are fab.
i prolly will move on from coffeebean and starbucks.
just that their's are more high-priced.
man.
roacky road, mocha brownie, cookies and cream, choc paradise, mango mania.
all pure love!
i want my chillino again.

like seng said looking at one of our photos at dragon gate
we are so much like a family of sisters.
we prolly are so much closer.
with them, i dun have to pretend to be someone i am not.
with them, they always know when there's trouble.
with them, i can chitter chatter without worrying
with them, we solve all our problems and progress together
that's why i told yu,

they are just pure loves.

hey ! we should pacificcoffee instead of zouk sometimes.
it's so much healthier!
looking forward to the next pacificcoffee!


it's difficult having to suppress everything
especially when it is unhappiness
its like a full rubbish bin
and yu have that extra bag to throw
yu try as ard as yu can to squeeze in the stuff in the bin
so as to fit in the one in yur hands.
man.
not an easy task.
but a task i cannot avoid.
some people say it out
some people express it in another way
some person can only just say a little
and shut up.
becauses saying more will create more trouble.
sometimes it makes me wonder
what's the damm use of keeping all inside
man and their E G O
cant they keep it down.
i wish i have in hand a wand
with a swish and a flash
all this characteristics will be sent away
urgh.
du lan.

Friday, April 13, 2007

sometimes it really feels i am living a lie.
matters really are more complicated than what they look like.
but i guess i chose the easy way out.
sometime soon, i will have to break out of the bubble
let out the CO
and take in fresh new air.

i cant face up to myself.
and i get angry at myself for doing it.
stupid matters creep up on my back.
and i chose to ignore them till the very last moment
when things go awry.
i brought it upon myself.
good-for-nothing.

i dun understand how one can condone stuff that one can never
only to curse and swear so much later.


if life has to go on
being as fake as it is,
then i rather be dead.

i really rather be dead
and nothing will change that decision.
no one.


life has been hell at work.
gu-niang companion
with loads of box carrying

one word - h e l l.

man.
will april 30 fly here.

damm.
foul smell from my toe.
damm.
so throw face.
pls dun disdain me.
i hope it recovers real soon.

friday the 13 is holy friday for me.
i have successfully completed ni ni's one week.
woohooo!
chilling, stoning then freezing tml.
woohoooo.

i am mundane.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

weekends were lurve.

fri was sinful night.
finally candle-in-the-wind
with mylovelies.
rushed down after much anxiety abt being stuck.
anyways i met the same uncle that sent me back home to send me to zouk.
well,. anyway it was a terrible night.
lorry-bang-qia, truck-bang-qia
wah piang aeh.
if not for the lovelies,
i would hae cursed and sweared at myself and hop onto the yellow car back to pasir ris.
music was a disappointment.
so were the other species.
but we had supper.
prata.
stupid forgetful uncle.

saturday was yet another sinful day.
shopping with sengs and ni ni in town
with the damm rain pouring the moment i got there.
yucks.
rain sucks.
no money for more clothes
and i had to resist the nice tops and that pair of yellow heels.
man!
i chose to reward myself with.....
85 market.
i constantly can feel the ou-luot call me the whole time in town.
OL.
ha.
ou-lout,chicken wings, bar-chor-mee,black chai-dao-kuey,sugarcane with lemon.
pure loves.
we must do this more more often!

i just saw a promo in the month of may.
chalet. 3D2N at $118.
gers! up for it?

i have eating non-stop today.
damm.
yamcake, ang-ku-kueh, wanton mee with gaogao wanton, seaweed, kok-tsi.
man!
fat oh me!

i so wanna dig the eyes out of uncles by the pool.
pay $1 to watch boobs or to siwm
fuck yu.

Thursday, April 05, 2007

darn stomachflu.

i still keep getting urges in the morning.
with some splatters here and there.
most of the time. it is just pain.
then, false alarm.
damm.

its the long weekend from tml onwards.
woohooo.
pure enjoyment.!
i celebrate by returning home early today
and munching on seaweed
courtesy of neighbour-of-the-next-block.
yum
i think this is going to be my current fave snack.

the tan is so itching and ready to peel soon.
so itchy... owww...

the grad pack came.
ours is on 21 may.
and we still have to rent the grad overall?

and yes... my nails are coming off.
oh man.
is something terribly wrong with me?

today's work was heaven.
slow slacking in the morn..
taking our own sweet time to do stuff.
lunch with ni-ni and yeeling at 12.
accompany-ing sengster lunch from 1 to 2
2-4 free to hub at hdb hub
4-6 slow and steady to knock off.
what more can i ask for!
if only everyday is like today.
woo.

crunch crunch.
seaweed rocks.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

happy 2 years baobeii!

love yu so much.
i guess i cant say how much.
cause it is so much so much.

god.
god knows how mush i love yu.


long long absence.
poor girl had stomach flu.

friday.
another sinned night to go.
damm.
anyway it was our 2 month anniversary.
who could miss such an event.
hee.
music sucked when i got there.
and the girls were so high already.
anyway, it was time well spent with the girls again!

saturday.
first day of our long holiday.
wentt to sentosa as planned.
glad we made the trip.
cause it din rain as predicted.
i was so happy. i kept telling him so man.
ha! i kept doing funny things.
the best part.
tanning at my fave beach. palawan-lurve.
siloso was so packed with all the sie-gin-nas.
some school event.
the tram ride rocked. we had loads of fun and pictures.
and my dumb attempt to look for 7-11.
too bad we put too much focus on the bird cage.
so it was tanning together.
frolicking in the sand and the water.
with the prickly bites.
yikes.
i wonder wad dammed creature was it.
it sure was painful.
buried in sand.
ha.
that day was pure love.
left when it was just about to rain.
bad luck-sunburnt, fever in the evening.

sunday.
continuation of on and off fever and headache.
intense L.S at night.
slacking at baobeii's place

monday.
supposed fake MC.
which turned out to be for real.
stomach flu and intense fever.
that even shocked the doctor.
LS was shit.
goodness.
lao ga gui kor.
throw face.
thank god we were getting back alr.
less solids more fluids.
no oil more salt.
no fibre.

today is the last day of mc.
pure enjoyment tonight.
with full attendance!
Yeah.
i'll try not to be late!
heee!

seng,yeeling,ni-ni:
thanks for all the care and concern guys!
perhaps it wasnt just the medicine that made me well.
love yu all many many!
cant wait to see yu all later. :)

fairy*

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